My Testimony
I grew up in a Christian home.
I had parents who loved me. I
went to a Christian grade school, and Christian high school. We never missed Church, not even evening
Church during the World Series. I went
to Sunday school, I went thru our Catachism class.
None of that made me a Christian.
I knew that Jesus loved everyone. I knew that he died on the
cross to save everyone from their sins. I knew that. And I believed it. I also believed that he was raised from the
dead.
That didn’t make me a Christian either.
It didn’t make me a Christian having Christian parents, nor was
it my infant baptism that gave me my salvation.
But it all helped.
The summer between my sophomore year and junior year of HS I went
on a weeklong Young Peoples convention with a bunch of other kids from my
Church, to Nashville TN. It was great,
it was like one long party. There was
games, music, and lots of hot girls. What
more could a 16 year old boy want. There was one girl that really caught my
eye. We became quick friends. After the convention we stayed in touch over
phone for the next year.
The next year the convention was in LA. And I knew this girl
would be there. So I signed up. Her and
I spent most of that whole week together, on the 2nd to last night
we had a big concert event. All the kids were required to go. So my friends and
I went. We sat in the way way back, and
didn’t plan on paying to close attention.
The first song they sang, was “Jesus Loves Me” it brought me to
tears. There in front of my friends and girlfriend, I started to weep. The Holy
Spirit, came down on me in that song and said, CURTIS YOUR MINE. STOP BEING AN
IDIOT AND FOLLOW ME ALREADY! I then realized that not only did God love
everyone, and die for everyone, but he loves me, and he died for me, me,
personally. I got it.
I would love to tell you that since then, I have not sinned. I
would like to say, I have never done anything intentionally against God. Or
that my marriage has been perfect because I am a believer. Nope.
I will skip ahead now 10 years or so.
I was comfortable in my faith, in my role as a Christian. I wasn’t
sacrificing anything in my life for the Lord, I was sitting nicely on the
fence. But my feet were dangling in the right side.
Church had just let out, and I was strolling around the
fellowship area looking for someone to talk with. And I wasn’t having much
luck. Then out of the corner of my eye I
saw a friend. Curtis and his wife Darcy sitting in a class room with
some other people. I wasn’t sure exactly
what the meeting was about, but it appeared to be open to anyone so I went in. I sat down next to Curtis and asked him what
the meeting was about. This is an
informational meeting about a short term missions trip to Brasil. WHAT, oops, wrong
room. That was way below my dangling feet. But, it had already started so I thought
I would hang out till the end. Let the guy talking know I wasn’t interested
afterwards and head home.
Well, after the meeting I remember saying something like this. “I
am pretty sure I am going to go on this trip, sign me up. I’ll talk with my
wife, but I think I am in.” So I went
home and told Adrian, and well. She didn’t know why I wanted to go. I told her,
me neither. But God is telling me to go it seems so I think I should listen.
Being an amazing wife, she agreed.
Over the next few months I prepared with the team for the trip,
and I was excited, I had never done anything like this before. And I’ll tell
you what, God used this trip to change my life, more than he did when we sang “Jesus
Loves Me”. During the training I realized
that God was calling me to make sacrifices for him, to lay down my life for
him, like he sent his son to do for me. And the first sacrifice was giving up
50% of my vacation for a missions trip. I was also sacrificing time with my
family. I was traveling a lot for work at the time, and was home less than 84
hours for that whole month.
Like I said the trip changed my life. I thought for sure that
God was calling me to be a missionary in Brasil, I spoke with Adrian about it,
and she wasn’t sure that is what God was trying to show me. But being me, I thought I was right, and with
Adrian’s blessing, we started planning a trip for the following year to go back to Brasil
together.
So last year, we went, Adrian and I went to Rio and worked with
the droogsma’s as a couple. We worked hand in hand, side by side doing some
amazing work. And we learned something. We
learned that God isn’t calling us to Brasil, at least, not right now. But God did show me, that I need to start
living a more sacrificial life, to get my lazy butt off the fence, and get on
God’s side. He showed me that I need to
live every day for Him. Every day for Him, every day for Him.
So, that is what I am trying to do. Live one day at a time. With
my focus on God, praying reading his word, and being prepared in any situation.
Most recently God has challenged me through my men’s group, to
begin memorizing scripture, and it is awesome. I challenge anyone who dares to
memorize scripture to do it. It is great.
I have also been challenged recently to raise my kids in a way that is
pleasing to God. Not just better than I was raised.
That is what God is doing in my life, what is he doing in yours?